::checkup at 14months::

juz got back from checkup for my 14months baby..huh, he's a toddler..

Early in the morning i woke him up n it was so easy..took shower n ready to go..went to papa's office first n he was so excited looking at the mega carriers carried a lot of cars..then, off to Serendah n we registerd at 0810a.m..late for 10minutes but still ok because nurses juz open their counter..the number was 5013..while waiting to be called, Aqeel had his breakfast..nyum..nyum..

he was excited to see many babies..then, the nurse called to be weighed..increased 400gm n now he is 9.6kg..after that, hav to wait again before we went into the nurse room to check his development..a long wait n papa brought him to the playland (there are only 3 horses n a small slide)..he was happily playing alone n ignored the friends until he showed his tantrum when mama suddenly pick him up bcoz it was our turn to get into the nurse's room..the kind n gentle nurse tried to attract his attention by giving the blocks n it works..:) nurse asked what he can do n mama asked him to show his teeth, raise hand n how to byebye..then, before we went out, Aqeel showed his hand to shake hand..clever boy...:)

Alright,the next appointment will be 2months from now...23rdAugust2010...

::di tengah kekalutan::

hmm,,how i'm going to say...i'm in the middle of hectic moment...sedang sangat kalut..naik sem kedua persekolahan kami diberi tugas mengemaskini data utk NKRA...sambil update data yg kdg dtg stress bila internet network buat hal..plus semuanya masih dlm percubaan, jd byk benda kna blajar..kna explore sendiri..dalam kekalutan ini jugak kami sedang sibuk renovate,decorate rumah yg sebuah itu..

2kali ke Ikea, kedai perabot, hardware dgn hasil tangkapan yg besar2 membuatkan kami dh tak sabar nak duduk rumah itu..hari2 pegi tgk wei..dh siap interior semua baru nk fikir landskap dkt laman plak..semuanya kna sabar sgt2 dan mesti kena invest wisely..apa lagi ye..curtain pun dh ade cuma blum berjahit je..haha...excited pi bli kain dlu..nk gunting sendiri n jahit sendiri baru ada kepuasan..

::sebulan dia pergi::

Genap sebulan abah pergi tinggalkan kami..
sesaat pun tak pernah kami lupa..
setiap hari topik perbualan mesti tentang abah..tidak kira bersama Ma, Along malahan anak2 saudara jugak asyik mengimbas kenangan bersama Abah.
setiap hari jugak mmg aku tatap wajah beliau...
setiap hari kukendong gambar2 abah semasa hari aku grad, aku kawen utk ditatap..
dan setiap kali itu juga aku bacakan al-Fatihah utk abah..

Mimpikan abah datang tersenyum merupakan mimpi paling indahku..Terima kasih Allah kerana masih menemukan kami dalam mimpi..Abah datang dengan baju kemeja yg sgt kemas dan rambut bersisir rapi..badan tegap berdiri..:)
Ramai yg mengelilingi abah sepertinya bekas anak2 murid beliau..Ya Allah, tenanglah Abah disana..Bahagialah abah disana...satu hari nnt kami akn menyusul Abah...

Pusara Abah bersebelahan ahli syurga..ya, seorang anak kecil baru berusia satu hari..
Teringat kenangan anak2 saudara yg masih teringat Abah Tok yg tak jemu melayan kerenah cucu2 setiap kali musim cuti sekolah.
Antara kata2 mereka:
"Abah Tok selalu bwk kami naik motor..Pegi mkn roti canai dan minum teh tarik"
"Abah Tok mesti tanya nak makan apa harini"

satu hari sikecik Sophea Al-Iman pulang dari sekolah..Darjah 1..dgn muka monyok bertanyakan mummy(Along cikCT);
Iman:bila daddy nak balik dr assignment??
Mummy jawab:"harini..kenapa, Iman dh rindu daddy ke?"
Iman:Tak sangat..tapi Iman lebih rindukan Abah Tok..
sebak sungguh dada along
Mummy:Kalau Iman rindu, Iman bacakan Fatihah pd abah Tok..kena rajin solat..dan doala moga satu hari berjumpa di syurga..
Iman:Kenapa dah tak boleh jumpa sekarang?(sambil mata sudah berkaca) Abah Tok dah tak sayang Iman ke?
Mummy: Iman tak ingat ke Iman hantar Abah tok masa di kubur haritu??Sekarang Abah Tok tgh berehat disana..
Iman:terdiam seketika..
Mummy:kenapa Iman rindu sangat?
Iman: Iman rindu sangat sebab Abah tok selalu manjakan Iman sangat.....

Itulah nilai kasih sayang cucu n atok yg tidak berbelah bagi...hmm, kanak2 mmg sgt memahami..jiwa halus mereka boleh menilai siapa yang menyayangi mereka dengan ikhlas...

::he's away::

another weekend without him...Papa is away..huhu..sgt tak best sbb ini weekend...last weekend okla jugak sbb Mama n Aqeel balik kampung...this week terperap la kami kat umah..tak jugak..sbb pagi2 buta td mama angkut aqeel n maktok p pasar pagi..macam2 kami beli...yg tak bestnye aqeel selsema..pastu badmood..mama drive je nk duk ats riba..huhu...

cepat2 sihat la aqeel..to papa, udah2 la p kursus tu..hihi...rindu nk jenjalan dgn papa...:)

::he's growing up::

15 months of Aqeel..

Aqeel membesar..dh sgt bijak..he is genius i cud say.
tiap2 mlm pas maghrib papa ajar dia makan kismis..a very good snek indeed...dia akan habiskan 21biji kismis tu..Aqeel makan sgt sopan santun..satu-satu diambil,dikunyah..selagi tak habis dia takkan berganjak...

2hari lepas, Aqeel minta dari mama.dia tau dkt mana botol kismis tu disimpan..mama pun letak dlm fav. bowl dia...dia ambil n cakap 'acih' for terima kasih....hehe...lepas tu duduk..Mama terperasan dia buat sesuatu..

tadah tangan n sebut 'Allah' lepas tu sapu muka...La,,Aqeel dah tau baca doa makan rupanya...bukanla baca betol2 but at least gayanye dia tau sebelum makan kna baca doa dlu..Mama nak confirm btul ke dia buat tu bc doa mkn..Mama pegi dkt dia dan usik dia.."aQEel, makan baca doa tak?" cepat2 dia tadah tangan semula n baca lagi...

kadang2 sampai 4-5 kali bc doa sambil mkn kismis tu..Mama bgtau Papa rupanya Papa dh terperasan mmg dia tadah tgn ni..oh, Mama yg tak perasan rupanya anak mama ni.

hehe..it is cute right...:) Mama Papa sayang Aqeel...

::masih pening::

cikCT dh mula takut pikir yg bukan..awatla pening tak ilang2 lg.dh seminggu..blood pressure ok cuma urine sdkt acidic..doc prescribe cafergot tp yg saya tau tak ssuai utk bf mommy..napela tak habaq kt doc aritu..sbb masa tu dh takleh nk pikir..sakit sblh je..doc kata migraine..huh,dh lama sgt tak kna migraine.berpanjangan..dia dtg kejap2 pastu pergi..tp kdg2 lama dr mlm smpai ke pagi..cuma arini dh cukup smggu cikCt tewas..tpaksa jgk mkn ubat.so kna avoid bf aqeel...kna wat blood test la lps ni.stress jgk contribute to migraine..tp nk kata pikir sgt tak jugak...biasa2 saje...bila migraine ni yg tak suka mood swing..cpt aje nk marah org...makan pun kdg2 tak lalu tp kna makan jugak sbb nk membesar..now,hav to avoid dairy o choc food..they induce to migraine....bye bye hot milo...huhu...bersyukur masih diberi ujian oleh Allah...tandanya Allah sayangkan kite kan..sakit boleh mengurangkan dosa...Amin...

::2nd Anniversary::

30th May 2008-30th May 2010..

Our wedding anniversary...it's the second year of our marriage life...
i'm the lucky wifey to a lovely n caring hubby..
i'm very grateful to Allah to have this man as my soulmate..
we re blessed with an adorable n cheeky baby boy..

tq to hubby sayang,
u made my day...u coloured it with rainbow...
the 2years time taught us so many valuable experience in life...i love u sayang....
and not to forget 13years of relationship..i know i'v chose the right man...